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Pub date  January 13, 2026

ISBN  979-8889265894

Print length 318 pages

Price  $24.99 (USD) Hardcover, $19.99 Paperback, $4.99 Kindle edition

Steinberg offers a candid, psychologically astute account of a man shaped by trauma, illness, and an inherited legacy of survival in this compelling memoir. Raised by Holocaust-survivor parents and diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes in childhood, Steinberg learned early to navigate the world through vigilance, control, and secrecy. On the surface, he appears successful—marriage, fatherhood, entrepreneurial achievement—beneath it lies a current of anxiety, emotional detachment, and continuous vigilance for what might go wrong. 

A constant tension runs through the memoir: a capable, high-functioning exterior set against an unsettled inner life. Steinberg shows how this “problem-seeking” mindset, once useful, gradually turns restrictive—driving success while distancing him from himself. His observations on family, particularly the unspoken weight carried by his parents, are handled with restraint, letting their influence surface without exaggeration. 

The narrative shifts as midlife disruptions—divorce, professional loss, and a pervasive sense of emptiness—bring about a reckoning. He handles his turn toward psychedelics and spiritual inquiry with balance, framing it as a catalyst. What follows is a nonlinear process of self-examination, as he begins to loosen the grip of fear and reconnect with a more present, compassionate self.

A quiet, searching memoir that traces the fragile boundary between success and self-evasion, and the slow, difficult process of coming fully into one’s own life.

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